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The Making of a Gigolo (14) - Erica Bradford
by Lubrican
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Chapter Four
Instead of starting to work immediately, Bobby quit looking at the wood
and turned his eyes on her.
"That's a winter coverall," he said.
"Well, of course," she said. "It's winter."
"But we're working inside. That's going to get awfully warm."
"I'll be fine, thank you," she said, peevishly. "Let's get to
work. I don't want to spend all day here."
"Okay. I thought we'd start with the trees for the mist," said
Bobby. "That will teach you how to do miters and joinery, and
help you understand bracing."
"Okay," she said.
He started right in, showing her lumber, which seemed to come in a
bewildering number of sizes. All they were building for the
trees was a basic frame. The trunk and foliage would be done
on cardboard, which would be tacked to the frame. So all they
had to do was come up with a design that would be stable, with the
cardboard on it, and then build that.
Within fifteen minutes, Erica was sweating heavily inside her
coveralls, and she could feel runnels of sweat rolling down her chest,
between her breasts. She pulled the zipper down as far as she
could without showing her bra, and that helped a little, but she was
still horribly uncomfortable.
The saws he taught her to use threw tiny bits of wood up into the
air. It covered everything, including her coverall and face,
where it stuck to her sweaty skin. Soon she was doing all the
cutting, and running back and forth, as he told her what size lumber
was needed, and what dimensions to cut it into. Then he was
showing her how to use various techniques to fasten the wood
together. Right now they were making a branch. She
was holding a one by two up against a one by four, while Bobby prepared
to nail them together.
"Hot in here," said Bobby.
Then, to her amazement, he pulled his T shirt up and over his head,
exposing his bare chest to her.
"What are you doing?" she asked.
"I'd forgotten how good the boiler is in this old school," he said,
picking up his hammer. "Now, for this we want to use a six-d
nail, because that's going to go all the way through and let us bend it
over on the other side. That will keep this from pulling
apart as it is moved around."
She'd been about to tell him to put his shirt back on, and that it was
totally inappropriate for him to expose himself like that, but he went
on with things so quickly that the opportunity passed. She
wasn't a prude, but it just seemed entirely too relaxed to just take
his shirt off like that. Then what he had said registered in
her mind.
"Wait. Didn't you call that a six penny nail before?"
"Mm hmm," said Bobby, who had seven or eight nails sticking out of his
mouth between his closed lips.
"But that's not what you called it just now," she said.
He took the nails out of his mouth.
"Six-d means the same thing," he said. "The 'd' stands for
denarius, which was an old roman coin that looked a lot like an English
penny. A long time ago, when blacksmiths made all the nails,
it cost six pennies, or six-d, to have a blacksmith make you a hundred
nails two inches long. So they called them six penny or six-d
nails. I guess it just stuck, 'cause that's still
what we call them."
"Fascinating," she said, reaching with one hand to pull the heavy
coverall front back and forth, trying to get some cool air inside it.
"You're awfully flushed," he said. "Are you okay?"
"It's just hot," she said. It almost killed her, but she went
on. "I guess you were right about this being too thick to
work in indoors."
"Take it off," he said simply.
"I can't," she said.
"Sure you can," he said. "It comes off the same way it went
on."
Now she was embarrassed. "I just can't," she insisted.
"You're going to get heat stroke if you stay in here much longer," he
said.
"I don't have anything on under it!" she finally barked.
Erica stared at him. She was prepared for him to say
something like "Well, so much the better," and leer at her.
"Oh," he said. "Did you bring any other clothes, by chance?"
"I don't have anything else to wear while doing something like this,"
she said.
"Well, we have to do something," he said frowning. "You can't
keep wearing that." He appeared to be thinking.
"Hang on a minute."
He put the hammer and nails down and then pulled his T shirt back
on. Then he went out the door off the stage that went to the
hallway between the band room and auditorium.
He was back in a short time, with something in his hands.
"I had an extra pair of jeans in the truck," he said. "We'll
have to roll the legs up, but they should fit you okay."
"I can't wear your clothes!" said Erica.
"Why not?" he asked. "You need something that won't cook you,
and I have these."
"What about a shirt?" she asked.
He pulled his T shirt off and extended it to her.
"But you were just wearing that!" she moaned.
"I guess you could go back home and change into something else," he
said.
Erica felt frustration eating at her again. She didn't want
to look incompetent in front of this stupid man. Hadn't she
just told him she didn't have anything to wear while building sets?
"Oh all right!" she said, snatching the pants from his hand.
"You can change behind the curtain," he said, still holding out the
shirt.
"I'm not changing my clothes with you here!" she snorted.
"Can I ask you a question?" Bobby was staring at her.
"All right."
"I know you're beautiful and all that," he said calmly. "And
I'm sure that men pay a lot of attention to you, but why is it that you
seem to think that all I'm interested in is having sex with you?"
She was speechless. Her mouth sagged open and she stared back
at him. Her speechlessness only lasted a few seconds though,
as her mind groped with the boldness of his comment. She
wanted to lash out at him. At the same time, her mind
perceived this as an opportunity, of sorts. Here was a man
... a good looking man ... a good looking man who was not wearing a
shirt, and was showing her all those rippling muscles on his chest,
arms and back. He represented everything she had trained
herself to dislike about men. She didn't take the time to
think about the fact that he hadn't acted like all the men she was so
disgusted with, or that he hadn't actually come on to her in any way
that was identifiable. He just represented that class of
human beings that frustrated her so much.
So her mind settled on telling at least one member of the sex that
thought it was the dominant sex, exactly how she felt about all that.
Depending on your perspective, the next twenty minutes was one of two
things. It was either a triumph for women's
liberation, in which a strong, vibrant and capable woman put a member
of the domineering gender in his place, or a twenty minute whine about
how unfair everything was for Erica Bradford ... and by extension ...
other women.
She paced and railed about the whole litany of complaints that women
had, concerning the way men treated them and the way society hobbled
them, limiting their options and stifling creativity. She
ranted about how men made women into sexual objects, dehumanizing them
in the process. She wailed about historical examples of how
women were beaten down ... land ownership rights ... voting rights ...
less pay for the same work a man did.
Finally, out of breath, sweating profusely and feeling faint, she
slowly stumbled to a stop. Bobby had stood there the entire
time, not saying a word. He didn't flex the muscles in his
bare chest to try to impress her. His face didn't take on the
smirk she expected. His lips didn't smile in that snide way
that meant "This bitch is nuts, but I'll humor her." That
face seemed to suddenly be at the end of a long tunnel. Then
it seemed to begin to melt, and she leaned forward, trying to focus,
because her eyes didn't seem to be working any more.
As Erica Bradford's seriously overheated body began to shut down, that
little lean proved to be more than her failing muscles could deal
with. She teetered, on the balls of her feet and then, as her
brain finally gave up and moved into unconsciousness and everything
went black, she tipped and fell forward.
Consciousness returned in a way that felt like a dream. She
knew she was awake. It was dark, but that was all right,
because she knew her eyes were closed. There was a booming
sound ... an almost irritating sound, because she knew that sound was
trying to get her attention and she didn't want to wake up from this
dream. She felt perfectly comfortable, floating in ...
what? She was floating in something, because she was
wet. She decided she was lying on a beach somewhere, because
she could feel the surf breaking over her as it ran up the
beach. It felt good ... cool and refreshing.
The sound wouldn't go away. Something was pressing against
her lips, and she tried to turn her head. The sound
moderated, and she realized it was a voice. It was calling
her name!
"Erica!"
"Erica!"
It was too insistent. It wasn't going to go away, so she
opened her eyes. She closed them again, because they weren't
working. Everything looked misty and insubstantial.
"Drink this, Erica!" came the voice.
The thing pressed her lips again and she felt water trickle into her
mouth. She wanted to spit it out. It was salt
water. You didn't drink salt water.
"Drink!" came a command that had the tinge of panic in it.
The beach suddenly rose beneath her head and her chin was tucked onto
her chest.
"Drink this!" came the urgent command again.
Her mind suggested that if she did as she was told, maybe the
irritating voice would go away, so she opened her lips. Water
trickled into her mouth again. It wasn't salty, so she
swallowed.
"Good," came the voice again. "Drink more."
She did, and her vision improved. The blur in front of her
became the image of a man. She knew this man. What
was his name? She thought hard as the man gave her more sips
of water. Each sip seemed to clear her mind a little
more. It was almost like magic and soon she wanted to drink
more just so she could think more clearly.
"I was about to call an ambulance," said the man. "Keep
drinking."
"Bobby!" she mumbled, inordinately proud that she'd finally dredged up
the name she'd been seeking so desperately.
"I'm here," he said. "You passed out. I think you
had heat exhaustion ... maybe heat stroke. Drink more water and I'll take you to the
hospital."
Something deep in her brain whispered to her that she needed to be
strong. "I'm okay," she said, in response. She didn't
feel okay. She felt weak as a kitten. The water
sliding down her throat had felt so good, and she remembered how it
helped her think better. "More water," she said.
It took fifteen minutes, though Erica wasn't aware of the passage of
time, before she was thinking more or less normally. He kept
feeding her little sips of water, encouraging her to keep
drinking. Eventually she felt silly lying on the floor of the
stage, on a Saturday morning, and asked him to help her sit up.
As soon he did, the first thing she saw were her bare legs.
Her mind jolted. She was wearing that dreadful coverall thing
... wasn't she? She blinked. Her eyes went up her
legs to her white panties ... and then to the bra that encased her
hated breasts, just below her chin.
"I'm naked!" she gasped.
"I had to get you out of those coveralls," said Bobby, one hand on her
back, and the other gripping her elbow. "You were cooking in
there, and you lost too many fluids without replacing them.
You should probably go to the hospital and get checked out."
"You took my clothes off?!" Her voice went from low to high
in that one sentence.
"I had to cool you down," he said patiently. "I also poured
cool water all over you. Heat stroke is very dangerous,
Erica."
She looked at her breasts again. Her bra was, in fact,
soaking wet. Now she saw drops of water all over her bare
skin. Her panties were almost transparent and she could see
the fine mesh of hairs pushing against them through the cloth.
She looked up at the man who had stripped her. His blue eyes
weren't on the deep cleavage her bra exposed. Nor were they
on her transparent panties. They were staring at her face and
there was the unmistakable glint of worry in them. His eyes
were so blue! They reminded her of the feeling she'd had when
she first came awake and thought she was lying on a beach by the
ocean. She felt a pinprick of something, poking at her
conscience. A thought floated to the surface of her
mind. It was a somewhat foreign thought, because it was the
kind of thought she hadn't had for a long time. It was her
brain, suggesting that perhaps ... just maybe ... she had met a man who
wasn't like all other men ... a man who was ... just maybe ... a nice
guy.
"Help me get dressed please," she said softly.
"Sure," he said. "You want me to get you a towel from the
locker room?"
"No," she said, feeling the urge to cover her breasts with her
hands. "Just help me get dressed."
She felt like a little girl being dressed by her mother as he told her
to put her hands up and then pulled his T shirt down over them, and
over her wet hair. The folds of the shirt stuck to her wet
skin and he had to tug here and there to get it to go on
down. She felt his fingers brush her in a dozen places as he
pulled the shirt into place. When his fingers brushed the
sides of her breasts, she looked at his face. He
was frowning slightly and had the look of someone intent on doing a
good job at something.
"Can you stand up yet?" he asked, when the shirt was on.
"I think so," she said.
A part of her mind rebelled at the thought that a man had to help her
stand, but another part whispered "Shut up. You need this
help!" As she stood, she saw that she had been lying in a
pool of water. He must have used gallons to cool off her
overheated body. She had an errant thought that she'd have to
get a mop. Then she became aware that she was standing in
front of Bobby in just a T shirt and panties ... wet panties at
that. He was still holding onto her. He had taken
both her hands in his and pulled her up, and his fingers still gripped
her hands tightly, as if he was prepared to try to keep her from going
back down again.
"I think I'm okay," she said, taking a tentative step sideways, to
balance her weight on feet that were spread.
He let go gradually, finally loosing her hands entirely, but he stayed
there, slightly crouched, looking alert, as if he expected her to
crumple again and intended to catch her as she fell.
"I'm okay," she said.
He moved away from her, to bend over and pick up the pants he'd offered
her before. They were lying on a dry part of the floor.
"Come over here where it's dry," he said, holding his hand out.
She had no idea why she did it, but she reached for that hand and let
him "escort" her five feet to a dry spot.
"Put your hands on my shoulders," he said, kneeling in front of her.
She felt like the world had turned upside down as she did what he
said. His face was right in front of her wet panties, but he
wasn't looking there. He was looking at her feet as he
arranged the pants for her to be able to step into them.
"Lift your left foot," he ordered.
She did and he pulled the pants leg all the way over her foot, bunching
that leg around her calf.
"Now the right," he said.
His body took her weight as she stood on the other foot. She
felt the impossibly hard muscles in his shoulders under her
hands. His sweaty skin felt warm and almost slippery to her
fingers, and she squeezed to make sure she didn't lose her grip.
He pulled the pants to her thighs and then stood up and moved behind
her. She felt his hands on her waist.
"You can do the rest," he said.
She leaned forward and her fingers pulled. She had to wiggle
her hips to get the dry cloth over the wet panties, but his hands
stabilized her while she did that. The waist was too big, but
the pants were tight on her hips and she was quite sure they wouldn't
sag down.
"Okay," she said. His hands left her waist instantly.
"You really should get checked out," he said, walking around her.
"I actually feel pretty good now," she said, surprised that that was
true.
He reached out and put his hand on her forehead, like he was feeling
for a fever.
"That doesn't work, you know," she said, half smiling.
"Well, you don't feel as hot as you used to," he said.
"That's a good thing, whether it works or not."
"Thank you," she said.
"I really only had my own interest at heart," said Bobby, his face
serious. "I didn't want to be in the paper for killing the
drama teacher."
"Social studies," she said instantly.
He tilted his head and she felt like she was being examined in a way
that would end up with him seeing into her very core.
"I think maybe you are better," he said. "You're acting all
defensive again."
"I am not!" she said.
"There we go," he said, stepping back. "That's the uptight
Erica Bradford I know and love. Good. I was really
worried about you."
"What are you talking about?" she asked, as her mind tried to grapple
with the words he had spoken. Taken in context,
they were obviously critical. But the tone of voice held real
relief in it. She knew, in that instant, that he really had
been worried ... and that it had had nothing to do with being blamed
for anything that happened to her. It was as if ... he liked
her!
"Nothing," he said. "We should probably call it a
day. You need to get something to eat and some rest, and you
need more fluids if you're not going to go get checked out."
Erica looked at her watch. It was eleven-thirty.
Where on Earth had the time gone?
"We need to get this work done," she objected. "We're behind
schedule already."
He looked around. There was a folding metal chair sitting
against one wall and he went and got it. He set it next to
her.
"You told me what you think about things, just before you passed
out. It's my turn now. Sit down."
Her natural urge was to say "You can't tell me what to do!" but she
stifled that. Bobby Dalton's classification had
changed. He was no longer firmly in the enemy camp.
Now he was something of an anomaly ... perhaps a new and interesting
kind of man that needed to be examined, like any new species that is
discovered. She sat. She surveyed the man standing
in front of her, wearing only jeans and boots. She could see
those muscles she'd felt before, lying on long cords between his
shoulders and neck. His chest was well muscled too, and his
stomach flat. She was irritated to feel her stomach do a
little flip flop, and attributed it to her collapse.
"Okay," he said. "Here's the deal. I know you're a
talented and capable woman, and that you have a brain. I
can't do anything about the fact that women didn't get to vote as soon
as they should have been able to vote. I can't do anything
about any of the injustices that women have suffered. I also
can't do anything about the fact that I'm a man ... male.
That means I'm going to notice you as a woman. It's just
biological. You're good looking and that's just a
fact. But I can control my biological urges, and I'll do
that, because that's what you want me to do."
He stopped for a second, as if he were waiting for her to
respond. She had nothing to say, though, because her mind was
whirling all around what he'd just said. If he'd waited
longer, she might have been able to mount a response, but he didn't.
"You're better off than women in the past. Most women are. That's just my
opinion, but it's how I feel. You're intelligent and well
schooled. You have a good job. You've been given
the opportunity to teach kids ... to mold them ... and now you've been
given the opportunity to try this drama stuff, and show what you can
do. I'm perfectly willing to help you succeed at
that. I want you to succeed, just like I'd want anybody I try
to help do something succeed. My own pride has nothing to do
with that. I try to do the best job I can at anything I
attempt, whether it's for a woman or a man, and whether I'll ever get
any credit for it or not. I like trying different things and
I like meeting different people."
He frowned.
"This pride you have inside you ... this drive to show how independent
you are, and how you don't need men for anything ... it limits
you. It doesn't set you free. It shackles you,
because it takes half the population that you can get help from and
learn from, and pulls it out of the equation. I understand
why you feel the way you do. I'm just saying that I don't think it's
helping you as much as you think it is."
He paused again, and this time her response came automatically, from
habit.
"I don't need a man to do things for me!" she insisted.
"You don't need a man to do some things for you," he corrected
her. "Right now you don't know how to build sets. I
guess you could find some female drama teacher from some other town and
have her teach you this stuff, but I'm here, right now, and I'm willing
to help you. You do need some help. I'm not trying
to dominate you. I'm trying to help you."
Erica sat there. Her mind was whirling again. Plain
logic told her what he'd said was perfectly true.
She felt the urge to argue with him ... but she had nothing to argue
about. She didn't like that feeling. She realized
her chin was jutting out, and that she was pouting. That
didn't fit with her image of herself and she didn't like that either.
"And another thing," he said. "Since we're clearing the air, I think
you jump to some conclusions about people that may not be
true. That means you're working off of bad information and
that never helps."
"What do you mean?" she asked, her voice defensive.
"When I first met you, you made it clear within the first ten minutes
that you were not 'available.' Then, when
you collapsed, I had to cool you down," he said. "Heat
injuries can actually kill people. When you woke up
and found out I had taken your coveralls off, you thought that had
sexual overtones, didn't you." It wasn't a question.
"What was I supposed to think?" she asked, still defensive.
"Have I ever suggested anything sexual to you?" he asked.
She felt trapped for some reason, but she had to answer. "No."
"Have I ever hit on you, or asked you for a date, or tried to grope
you?"
"I said no!" she said petulantly.
He crossed his arms. "So why did you decide, when you first
met me, that all I was interested in was sex? And why, when I
helped you cool down, did you assume I had sex in mind then too?"
The feeling of being trapped got stronger.
"In my experience, men are always interested in sex," she said.
"We already talked about that," he said. "That's the
biological urge I was talking about. But why did you assume
I'd do something about it?"
She felt frustrated. "Because men act that way all the
time. They undress me with their eyes and stare at me," she
said.
"That's only because you're drop dead gorgeous," he said.
"That's the biological response I was talking about. It's
normal! That doesn't mean that every man you interact with is
thinking about hitting you over the head with a club and dragging you
back to his cave."
"But I don't want them to think of me sexually!" she said.
He seemed to think for a minute.
"Okay," he said, finally. "Let me ask you this. If we
were driving down the street together, and we saw smoke coming from a
house, what would you do?"
"Call the fire department," she said.
"What if it's just somebody cooking some steaks on the grill in the
back yard?"
"How am I supposed to know that?" she asked, plaintively.
"You have to investigate," he said. "You need more
information before you can make a decision about what to do.
Or, you just drive on by and figure it's somebody else's problem."
"That wouldn't be right," she said.
"I agree, but you could do that."
"Okay ... so?"
"You are like that smoke, coming from a house," he said.
"What?!"
"You obviously know that you have larger breasts than most women," he
said, as if he were commenting on the color of the shirt she was
wearing.
She bristled.
"Calm down and hear me out," he barked. "You are
different. You catch the eye. The biological urge
asserts itself. A man is just naturally going to see if there
are flames, behind that smoke."
"You're calling my breasts smoke?!" she yipped.
"It's the same thing," he said. "They draw attention, and men
want more information. Maybe they look at your finger to see
if you're wearing a wedding band. Or maybe they try to strike
up a conversation to see what kind of attitude you have, and whether
it's friendly or not. Some of them take a look and then drive
on by, because they don't want to get involved, or they assume you're
out of their class or whatever. The point is that it's normal
for you to draw attention. You can't blame a man for
noticing."
"I can blame them for being ignorant and sexist!" she insisted.
"Sure. If that's what they really are," he said.
"But maybe they're not. Just like if you'd have called the
fire department, and they rushed out, and there was Ernie cooking a
porterhouse on the grill. They'd be upset, because you jumped
to a conclusion that wasn't true, and caused a lot of furor and expense
that wasn't necessary. You didn't help anybody by jumping to
that conclusion."
"But if it was a fire, then I helped somebody," she insisted.
"That's true," he said.
He didn't say anything else, and that's what confused Erica.
He was looking at things in such an odd way that she couldn't help but
be interested in it. He wasn't just arguing with her, saying
men weren't pigs. He used logic and that was hard to just
ignore. And he agreed with her sometimes. It was
very confusing.
"What do you want?" she finally asked.
"I want to be friends," he said.
She blinked. As hard as she tried, she could never remember a
man saying that to her. It was something so different, based
on her experience, that it was like seeing some new flower for the
first time. Her mind went back to some of the things he'd
said. Like that she was drop dead gorgeous ... and that she
had huge breasts.
"But you said you noticed my breasts," she said.
"Yes. I noticed all of you," he admitted. "I'm no
different than any other man. I have the biological urge too."
"Friends don't do that," she said.
"I have lots of women friends," he said. "Most of
them are beautiful, in one way or another. Some have beautiful bodies. Some have beautiful minds. Some have engaging personalities. I notice something beautiful in all of them."
The first thing Erica thought about was Jill, who had approached them
in the diner. She was undeniably beautiful and she obviously
liked Bobby a lot. Bobby had said they went out a few times,
so that kind of relationship - friendship - didn't seem all that
impossible to her.
Had Erica Bradford asked one simple question, that day, things might
have progressed in an entirely different direction than how they
eventually ended up. That question was, "Do you have sex with
all your female friends?"
But it never occurred to her to ask such a bold question.
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