Serendipity - Version Bravo
by Lubrican
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Chapter Nine
We had two more hours to settle down before the other two musketeers showed up. Even so, the change that had taken place was so big, or fundamental or whatever, that they sensed a difference almost right away. At least when it came to Kat. The girls stopped to give me a quick hug and kiss and then,apparently sensing nothing from me, went into the kitchen where Kat was making chocolate chip cookies.
"What happened to you?" I heard Ashley ask. I went to stand in the doorway and watch.
"What do you mean?" asked Caitlin.
"You look ... happy."
"Why wouldn't I be happy?" asked Caitlin.
"Happier than normal," said Ashley.
"So I'm happy. What's the big deal?"
Suddenly Caitlin wasn't so happy.
"Don't get freaked out," said Ashley. "All I said was that you looked happy."
"You two going swimming today?" I asked, trying to give Kat some relief.
"Do you want us to?" asked Emma, obviously fishing for a compliment.
"If you mean, do I want to see you naked, and play games and all that, then the answer is definitely yes," I said.
Emma beamed, and turned to Ashley.
"Can you believe he said that? Can you believe how much things have changed in just a week? This is freaking me out!"
"I don't want to freak you out," I said, holding out my hands, palms facing the girls.
"I didn't mean it in a bad way," said Emma. "I like what we've been doing. I love what we've been doing."
"Don't turn into a slut," cautioned Ashley.
"Like you?" quipped Emma.
"Help me with the cookies," said Caitlin, breaking up the joshing.
"I'll be in my office, trying to work," I said, and waved as I left.
I got the computer booted, and was about to open a project file when I sensed someone at the door. It was Ashley.
"Can I talk to you?" she asked.
"Of course. Come in."
She did more than that. She turned my desk chair, which has no arms on it, and straddled me, sitting on my lap. It made her head a little higher than mine,
and put her nipples where, had they been naked, it would have been easy to lean forward and taste them.
"I need to ask you a question," she said, quietly.
"Okay."
She stared right into my eyes as she opened her mouth to speak, but then her eyes darted sideways before coming back to mine.
"Do you really want to fuck us?"
A lot flew through my mind at that moment. And it was complicated. But I could tell she wasn't in the mood for a complicated answer.
"Part of me would like that very much," I said. "Another part of me thinks that might be a bad idea."
"Why?"
"Which part?" I asked.
"Why does part of you not want to?"
"Well, history suggests that three women trying to share a man don't get along all that well," I said. "Then there's the part about you being so young. And
it needs to be mentioned that any man would have a hard time satisfying three healthy young women."
"But you want to," she said. "Really, I mean. You're not just saying you do to make us feel good."
"Does it make you feel good?" I asked. "Because there are a lot of women out there who would be disgusted if they found out I felt that way about them."
"I'm not disgusted," she said.
"That's good ... I guess," I said.
"It makes me feel ... crazy."
"Crazy."
"Yes. It makes me want to lose control."
"Well ... I guess it's good that you're figuring that out now, instead of in a car somewhere some evening in the future."
"We aren't going to do that," she said, firmly. "Okay. Good. Thank you."
She punctuated that "Thank you" with a kiss that made her squirm on my lap. Then she got up and left the room.
"Huddle in Kat's room," I heard her say.
"The timer says three more minutes," said Kat.
"Well, hurry up," said Ashley.
Ashley's visit to me set off some kind of alarm, or sensor or something. I can't explain it. What I can tell you is that I eavesdropped on the huddle, when it finally took place. They spoke around mouthfuls of warm cookie, but I still heard most of it. I got there a little late, because I figured if I let them get started, they might not notice any sounds I made as I eased toward the door. It was closed, but it was a hollow core door, so I could hear through it if I pressed my ear right against it. The first voice I heard was Emma's.
"But we agreed it would be next year!"
"I know," said Ashley. "But this is driving me crazy. I want to do it now."
"I have to leave in three days," said Caitlin.
"I know!" exploded Ashley. "That's the whole point. In three days we won't be able to do it, and I'll go insane!"
"I'm not ready," said Emma.
"Yes you are," argued Ashley. "You drool when he plays with you."
Had I not known about the pact already, I'd have been confused.
But I did know about the pact. And they were obviously negotiating a change to the agreement. I wondered what Kat was thinking. I also wondered what she looked like. I had a sudden fantasy in which I was on top of her, sliding into her, and she was trying to pretend it was the first time.
Her dialogue, in my fantasy, was canned and defied belief.
"Just because I love his finger in me doesn't mean I'm ready to go all the way," said Emma. "Besides. He wouldn't do it, even if we asked him to."
"Yes he would," said Ashley. "If we asked him the right way, he would. I know he would."
"How?" asked two
voices.
"Because he told
me he wanted to," she
said. "I talked to him a little
while ago, in his office. He admitted he
wants to do it with us. He might resist
a little bit, but if we do it right, I think we can overwhelm him."
Did I mention that
everything had changed?
I listened to our little,
local Mata Hari scheme to try to bring to fruition their truly insane
pact. I got it, on the level that it's
understandable that three pubescent girls might cook up a fantasy like
that,
involving the only adult male that they perceived as a sexual role
model.
But that was the fantasy
of
some fourteen year old girls. These
girls weren't fourteen any more. And
while they had not yet been afforded the title of adulthood, they were
certainly old enough to recognize that childhood fantasies needed to be
let go
of at some point.
Like now?!
Granted, I had tagged one
of the musketeers, and that had worked out swimmingly.
Caitlin was happy, and I was happy. Our
future together was foggy, but I knew
there would be a future for us,
somehow, some time, some way.
And, while I was sure
Caitlin and I had a future together, I was pretty sure that said future
probably didn't involve my penis going into either Ashley or Emma,
whether they
were "ready" or not.
So I did the adult thing.
I opened the door and
walked into the huddle.
"Sorry to
intrude," I said, "but I couldn't help overhearing your
conversation."
"What?"
Ashley looked a little pale. "How?"
Her voice sounded a little pale too.
"I had my ear up
against the door," I admitted.
"You spied on
us?" Now Ashley sounded indignant.
"I listened to
you, as you started planning
my seduction," I corrected.
"Shit," said
Ashley under her breath.
"Look, ladies,"
I said. "I'm flattered that you
feel the way you do. I'm even
honored. All three of you are women that
any man would be proud to have on his arm.
But-"
I was interrupted by
Caitlin, who spoke frantically and firmly at the same time.
"We did it!" she
blurted. "We did it last
night. We did it three times.
Four times.
I can't remember how many times, but we did it and it was
fantastic and
I'm so sorry, but I couldn't resist."
And, of course, she
started crying.
Well, that fucked up
things good and proper, let me tell you.
My not-so-carefully planned speech about responsibility and self
control
never got past my lips. Meanwhile Ashley
and Emma went through various stages that included empathy for their
crying
friend, which involved hugging her, and anger at the same friend for
violating
the terms of the contract they had so foolishly made.
Then there was curiosity about what that
violation had been like. They wanted to
ask her for the details, but there was an interloper in the room.
That would be me, of
course.
As is so often the case,
the sexual object of their desire was, at the moment, completely
unwelcome to
observe the feminine rituals being engaged in.
This led to tension, since it was my house, and I wasn't going
anywhere. While my own plan was a bust,
I didn't feel like leaving my woman in the clutches of two others who
might,
out of some misguided desire to influence her, try to force a wedge
into our
brand new relationship.
"Can you go somewhere
else?" asked Ashley, finally.
"No," I
said. "I was involved.
I should be here."
And so it was that I
became the elephant in the room, while the three of them engaged in a
huddle,
like they'd done countless times before.
Except it wasn't a typical huddle.
One or the other of them kept glancing at the elephant as they
talked. I must confess that I was a little
shell
shocked myself. After all, she'd
insisted they could not find out
about us, and yet she had fairly yelled it from the rooftop.
So I'll just give you some of what I remember
being said. You'll have to figure out
who said what yourself, because I don't remember.
"You didn't!"
"Yes, I did!"
(sobs)
"We weren't supposed
to!"
"I knooooow."
"But you did it?
You really did it?"
"Yes."
"More than once?
Didn't you say four times or something?"
(glance at me)
"Let me think.
At bedtime.
Then when we woke up."
"You slept with
him?" (gasp and glance at me)
"Yes, it was so good
to be there all night."
"And he jumped your
bones?" (glance at me)
"No.
It was more like I jumped his bones."
"Go on."
"Well ... we took a
shower, and did it again."
"That's
three." (glance at me)
"And then I got on
top again."
"Again?!
You got on top of him?"
"Yes.
I sort of tricked him the first time. I
was rubbing all over it, and then I just
reached for it and put it in me. There
wasn't anything he could do. I was too
heavy for him to push off."
"He tried to
push you off?" (glance at
me)
"Only for a
second. I can't remember too well.
I think I was a little crazy.
What I do remember is feeling something make
a ball of warmth in me. It was so
fantastic. I came so hard I almost
passed out."
"But you weren't on
top every time."
"No.
Sometimes he was on top of me. It
was crazy, because I was trapped ... I
couldn't move, but I didn't care, because what he was doing felt so
good I
thought for sure I was going to break into tiny pieces and float away."
(three glances at me)
"Shit."
"What was it like to
put on the condom? Was it hard?"
"Um ... I sort of
forgot the condom."
"He got in you ...
bareback?" (horrified gasp and two
glances at me as I contemplated the fact that they knew that word, and
used it
so casually)
"It was amazing.
It felt so good. I
can't describe it. You guys have
to try it."
"Shit!"
"I'm serious.
I can't wait to go again.
You have to try it. You'll love it."
"This is all messed
up. We were supposed to wait."
"I couldn't.
I'm sorry."
"I don't want to wait
either, even though I'm furious at him right now." (dark glance at me)
"I told you I'm not
ready, yet."
"Then don't do
it!"
"But that's not
fair. If the two of you do
it, I have to do it too!"
"No you don't."
"Yes I do!"
"Then get used to it,
because I already told you I'm going crazy.
Kat understands."
Suddenly, Ashley wasn't
mad at Caitlin any more, for violating the agreement.
That gave her the perfect excuse to violate
it too. And if Emma wanted to drag
herself, kicking and screaming, along for the ride, then that was
acceptable
too.
I finally spoke.
"Don't I have some say in this matter?"
Ashley turned her full
wrath on me.
"No!
You fucked
her!"
"We made love,"
I corrected.
She turned back to
Caitlin, who had stopped crying.
"Is that true?
Was he gentle and all that?"
"Yes. No.
I don't know. Sometimes. The last
time for sure. Once I was afraid he would
eat me or something. But
even then I wanted it to never stop. It
was incredible ."
It was suddenly quiet, as
the girls reflected on everything.
Again, it was Ashley who broke the silence.
"So ... are we
agreed? The schedule is moved up?"
"Wait a minute,"
I said. "You can't just do this."
"Why not?" asked
Ashley. "You want to.
You told me
so. If you want to do it and we want to
do it, what's the problem?"
"The problem is that
it's an insane idea," I said.
"Come on. The three of
you? With just me? Let's
not even mention the fact that I'm old
enough to be your father."
"No you're not.
My dad is forty-five."
"Almost old enough to be your father,"
I groaned. "But that's not the
point. The point is that it isn't done
this way. Three women don't share the
same man. It just isn't done."
"Why not?
We don't mind."
"How do you
know?" I asked. "Sure, it's
all just fun and games now. But what
happens if somebody begins to develop feelings?
You don't do this kind of thing on a lark, just for fun.
At least I don't. I
have to like the woman before I'll take
things that far. I don't just get my
balls off in some woman because she's handy."
"You don't like
us?" Emma's voice was tragic.
"Of course I
like you!" I barked. "That's the problem. I know myself.
If I do this with any of you, I'm going to
have real, intense, passionate feelings for you. How's
that going to work? I can't fall in love
with three women at the
same time. It's not fucking allowed!"
"Who said anything
about falling in love?" asked Ashley.
"We just want to find out what it's like, and we chose you to do
that with. What's the big deal?"
I tried to calm down.
"The big deal is that
this is more serious than you understand."
I turned to Caitlin. "Tell
them."
"Tell us what?"
asked Ashley.
Caitlin looked
uncomfortable. I remembered this was all
new to her.
"Okay, let me tell them," I said. "It's like this.
Yes, we made love. We
didn't fuck. We made love."
I thought about how little choice Caitlin had
had about that a couple of times. I'd
been pretty fired up. An argument could be made that I had
'fucked' her at least once. "Okay, most of the
time we made love," I amended. "The point
is that what I feel for
Caitlin isn't good, because I want to be with her all the time.
I want her to come live with me, like a
wife. And yes, I know that's crazy, but
that's the kind of passion this sort of thing can generate.
And now you want to do the same thing.
What happens if I fall in love with you, or
you fall in love with me? I'm not a
Mormon. I can't have three wives."
I admit I used a little
hyperbole
in there, talking about falling in love during one act of coitus, and
about the
Mormon business and all that, but I was trying to make a point.
It really was crazy for them to think that
using me like that would be without emotional consequences.
Such as it turning into a
situation where I was using them.
Because while I was
trying
to talk them out of all this ... my dick was as hard as it had ever
been in my
life.
Now I know I was sending
mixed signals. What I'd said about
Caitlin and me was true. I did want to
be with her on a more or less permanent basis.
I knew that was not workable, but that didn't affect what I
wished could happen. And I
think it was the way I felt about her
that made me reluctant to do anything with the other two.
I mean ... it would feel like cheating on
Caitlin ... right?
In fact, it already felt
like I was cheating on her, because what man doesn't like the idea of
having
his own little harem?
But that was crazy
too. Unworkable in every way
imaginable. What man really can satisfy three women? What three women
would consent to share the
same man? And then there was the age
difference. And the fact that I'd be
taking Caitlin home in just a few, short days.
If we did that, what did it mean for the other two, while
Caitlin was
home? And they were all going to
graduate and scatter to the winds.
It was just not a good
idea.
But what teenager has
ever
just accepted the advice of an adult, when said teenager already had
"things figured out"?
"We don't want to
marry you, Mister Ess," said Ashley, softly. "We
just want to have sex. Just once.
Like you and Kat did."
"You have no concept
of what Kat and I did," I said.
"Okay, that's
true. But people do this all the
time. It can't be that
big of a deal!"
I froze.
She just didn't get it. She couldn't get it. She'd never be able to
understand until she went through it.
I looked at Ashley.
She was a typical teenage girl in most
ways. I liked her. She
was intelligent. She had a good sense of
humor. She was a little pushy at times,
but then
aren't most women? She was a
hottie. I had to admit that.
And I'd fantasized about her long before she
got naked in front of me, or we did anything at all.
She loved to suck cock. And I loved
to have my cock sucked.
Most of all ... she was
willing. She wanted me!
"Just once," I
said. It just came out.
"Of course," she
said, a little flippantly. She turned a
knowing grin on her cohorts. She'd been sure she'd get her way the
whole time.
And that was when I
decided I was going to rock Ashley Paddington's life.
They say a woman never forgets her first
time. Well, I was going to make sure of
that.
And I knew that the next
man she let between her legs would probably be a fumbling little boy.
Most young men are. I
was going to make sure Ashley Paddington
knew the difference ... and would never be satisfied with a man like
that for
the rest of her life.
Youth is impatient.
Once the deal was struck, Ashley wanted to
plow on ahead and get things done.
"Not so quick,"
I said, when she suggested that we go to my bedroom and do the deed
immediately. "I know you just want
to have sex, but that's not how I roll."
I felt stupid immediately for using that phrase.
It didn't seem to bother her, though. "If
we're going to do this, we're going
to do it right. And that takes
time."
"How much time?"
she asked.
I looked at Kat, who
looked a little pensive.
"Caitlin and I spent
six hours together."
"But it won't take that
long," she argued. "All I want
to do is find out what it's like."
"And I'm going to
show you what it's like," I said,
smoothly. "But what you're trying
to do is take one bite, to find out what a seven course meal tastes
like."
"I don't want a seven
course meal," she moaned. "I
just want to have sex."
"We're going to do it
my way, or not at all," I finally said, putting my foot down.
"Okay, okay,"
she caved. "But I don't have six
hours. I have to be home for
supper. My aunt and uncle are coming to
visit."
"Then perhaps there
could be a final sleepover," I suggested.
"Before Caitlin leaves."
"Of course!"
Ashley yipped. "That's
perfect! We can stay all night!"
"I don't think I'm
ready for this," said Emma, sounding scared.
I stepped toward her and
she actually flinched away from me. When
I held out my hand, though, she took it.
I pulled her off the bed, where she'd been sitting, Indian
style, and
put my arms around her in a gentle hug.
"I'll never hurt you
or do anything to you that you're not sure you want to do," I said into
her hair.
"Okay," she
said, and I felt her relax.
"We all have to do
this," said Ashley, getting pushy.
"No ... you
don't," I said firmly. "I know
you three have a past, and a pact and all that crap, but you've grown
up. You're going to leave Never Never Land
and go
back to school and graduate and be adults, and while I hope you remain
friends
for the rest of your lives, you aren't going to do everything together.
And we're going to start that right now.
If Emma doesn't want to have sex, then Emma
doesn't have to have sex."
"I want to,"
said Emma, destroying my
speech. "I'm just scared, that's
all. I'm just not sure I'm ready."
"Well, you don't have
to do anything just because of some stupid pact, okay?"
"It wasn't a stupid
pact," said Ashley, sounding angry.
"I'm sorry," I
said. "You're right. It
was something serious to the three of you,
but you understand we can't make Emma do something like that.
It would be rape."
"I get that,"
said Ashley, but she still sounded aggrieved.
"Okay, then," I
said. "I'll leave the three of you
to your machinations. I'm sorry I spied
on you and intruded. I just felt like
things needed to get clarified."
"No problem.
We're going swimming later. See you
then."
It wasn't until I closed
the door and started back toward my office that I realized
"clarifying" things had ended up with the situation being exactly as
it had been before I went into the room to disrupt their nefarious plan.
The plan had been for me
to deflower them at the agreed upon time.
And now the time had been
agreed upon.
I hadn't stopped anything.
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